starting to noe wat i reali wan..

aft seeing ppl ard me, n toking to them.. i kinda realise wat i reali wan.. gotta reali make a start.. gotta start finding a job for the time being.. i cant b staying at home for the nex 2 mths.. cant reali take it anymore.. 1mth stay at home.. it reali kills..

moody.. everyone ard me is kinda getting tis illness.. it spreads lik hell.. everyone has their own problems to care abt.. stressed over work n stuff isnt the way they wanted it to be.. (henry; hey bro, if u see tis, im reali sorry abt wat ive said to you.. mayb i reali din think fr ur view, kept giving comments on my opinion.. don take it to heart..) i gotta buck up n get myself a job.. reali needed it b4 my acc runs dry.. headache..

its a start of a new day.. think today's one of my earliest wakie time for the past one wk. i shld cut down on my late nites.. it isnt good for my health either.. so can cut better cut.. i don want it to be a habit.