moody self

im feelin quite moody nowadays.. im starting to hv some feelings for 'her'.. but i juz don say it out.. she may hv felt it but juz don wanna react towards it.. i don reali noe hows her feelin towards me lik.. tonite i'll b headin to the airport.. 0415hrs flight to thailand.. lots of unwillingness is pullin me back.. actuali wanted to meet up wif her one last time b4 flying off, but time don permit.. she's busy wit her work.. tink i shall juz let it b..